Doing

I'm in the frame of mind where I'm decisive but in order for me to get next level I've got to focus precisely on what's going to make me happy and go for it. Like you can know or have an idea of what you want to do but at the same time you don't wanna step where anyone's gone already. I'm constantly beating myself up trying to figure out the best angle to move from, how am I going to separate myself from the next artist, what's my launch pad into freedom of expression?

Fair enough some can argue that there's nothing new under the sun but what can I do to differentiate myself from the pack, are there any new avenues I can take, is there a window of opportunity that no one else has spotted yet? So many questions dancing around inside my head, got me wondering what I'm playing at because there's nothing stopping me except for me, the mirror and my determination is my biggest obstacle.

It's like it always boils don't to the same thing, I'm the only one in the way of my destiny. It's simple, there's no complexity about it, it's just a simple case of doing and nothing else.

Ghost.

Put In Work

Something I dreamed of for a long time happened yesterday evening. One of those monumental moments where I thought to myself 'it's all real now'. Since my signature touched the paper my brain has been projecting past the moment, to all the other things I gotta make happen. This is by no means the point where I start all the party and bullshit, this is the part where I work extra extra hard because if I relax something tells me I'll get rolled over. My head is spinning with all these ideas, plans, visions and I gotta make them materialise because I've got a taste of achievement, I know what it feels like. Another part of me knows that it's a slight illusion, therefore I won't allow room to overstep myself prematurely. No games can be played, there's clear defined rules and priorities, I won't backdown nor evade responsibility for nobody. I'm cruising into 2014 with a new mindset, better than before...

Let's get it.